people who say one thing.. then do another...

we keep giving these people a chance, because we care about them, because
we believe they are better than they appear.

and then they let us down.
they let us own again and again.
but we keep giving them their chances....

and they keep fucking us over.

well i give up.

i give up giving these people a chance. from now i count on the only thing these
people can be counted on for - their ability to not follow though.

i choose to find new people. people that do care enough to follow through.
so goodbye.

Please... For once Just watch these! They are the best clips i have ever seen

What makes the perfect animated music video?
- Must have a great song. no great music video can have a crappy song.
- Must be timed well with the music
- Must have emotion and passion put into it.
- Must be herd and appreciated.

Watch these videos and tell me what you think. People have put allot of effort into making them, and they are all by a band i love, and have not herd in a long time.

Nights out on the town....

to all those alcoholics amoung you...

i give you a few flash backs of good times on the town with a few of my mates.








(yes, this is the last photo of that guy standing... and then latter him being carried.)

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

MacIssue

ok... for those that know me, you know i addor my new blackbook...
its amazing

however, there are a few issues that must be looked at...

the whole dvd regions...
i never had this issue with my vaio, of whenever i put in a dvd it comes up and checks where its from... this is not good as most dvds i watch are copies.
i really hoping there is a program out there to stop this...

quad booting.
Now... i no its great i can run xp and mac ox... however, i want a little bit more...
actually i want double.
i want to be able to select on startup, my operating system, out of the following:

Mac Ox
Windows XP
windows Vista
Linux

however going about this is a big problem... as i want it all done with bootcamp to ensure that each operating system gets my babies full attention.

im assuming that i can partition the hard drive into 2 drives, then use boot camp on both of these drives to partition them again, although i have no idea if this would work.

i want the mac ox for uni, as it is the best for my batt time.
i want xp for gaming, as it uses less ram than vista and is more compatible than mac and linux.
i want vista for compatability, as lets face it, weather we like it or not its here, and it will be used alot more in the years to come.
and i want linux for networking and programing.

at minimum i want to know that i can have more than just 2 opperating systems on my mac.

Networking
i seem to be having a few issues with the wireless networking... although that could be router, or the windows pcs that im connecting to...
also moving large files takes forever.

the other problem seems to be with settings. for example the uni hub would not connect at one stage... although i managed to navigate my way around the many tick boxes until i got it working.
although then again, after creating network groups in windows i couldnt reconnect to the hub....

Temperature
iv been told that macbooks tend to get a little hot. I downloaded a widget called istatpro which gives you readings on everything you ever need to know.
the alarming thing was the temperature the cpu was reaching... sometimes up to 65 degrees c.
now i have know idea how hot that is comparied with other laptops... and hey-its got to be better than mojo's which squeels....
but still...
so i googled it and found there are actualy programs out there for this sort of thing.
now my fan starts at 3500rpm instead of the 1800 factory setting. especially when im on the bed.

Headphones Issues
now i like my music, and i like my games, however people around me im sure would not like the noise. therefore i use headphones. the problem is once i take the headphones out... the audio becomes very unstable at times....
apparently its called kernal panic. where the programing in th mac panics if the headphone jak is removed too slowly.
rather annoying

However
i would still have to say the mac book is amazing.
i can use the inbuilt mic to record my lectures with the help of programs off the net.
after a bit of getting use to, mac ox becomes really easy to use, even with one mouse button.
being able to run games is awsome, and they play prety dam well.
having a batt that i can get to last 7 hours is amazing!
(my vaio could only manage 40mins once i was done with it)
and the remote is awsome!
would have to say the mac books are worth their price.

its blissful!

new plan... anyone leaves bulshit, meaningless, or u start talking shit which u realy dont no anything about in respones to my post.... expect it to be deleted and so dont waste my time...

B.S

People who change their minds…

This is of the upmost annoyance, as it completely fucks other people around, and skrews up other peoples arrangements.
This can be as small as missing an appointment, to completely changing payments.

AND ITS FUCKING ANNOYING!

Its blatant disregard for others, and its fucking pathetic. If someone is nice enough to make time for you, and then you don’t show up? U deserve to be shot in the head.

Its so fucking inconsiderate…

So if your one of those types of people, either start following through, or do the world a favour and step out in front of an oncoming car u worthless piece of shit.

And stop fucking making promises you don’t intend to follow through own.
Lifes too short for people to be wasting their fucking time on you.

In business terms, time is money, so technically your stealing.

in response to my last post.. 
if you were to recieve 80mil, what would you do with that money?

what would you do if your sibling was given a 80million dollar inheretence from a relative?!

how would you reach?
how would you feel?
what would your expectations be?
in all honesty...

and what is this? 
this is te power fo corruption.

Heres a thort for you people out there...

WATCH THE FUCKING VIDEO

take the prescious 4mins out of ur oh so busy
and hecktic lifes to watch and listen to a song.
i dont post them to make the blog look pretty,
i post them because they are gud.
acknowldge them.

ok... coolest thing ever... mac has this thing google blogger. basically its a widget, and with mac u just move the cursor into the coner of the screen, or press f12, or click icon in dock at the bottom to bring up all the widgets u have installed. which is kwl. and now this google blogger is a widget, on my desktop, so wheneva i feel the need i can post a post straight to my blog... just type it out and press publish! this is genius! (yea yea learn to spell) 

....

so... u lot dont even bother to watch a video once a week, yet i no for a fact half of u waste hours on youtube....
cant appreciate music with video to create art? fine...
ur loss